It has been a long long time since I returned back to this space. I had left off many drafts but never got to continue because I wasn't motivated or inspired. But sometimes a comment or 问候 was all it takes to kick start to a lot of things. So thank you for keep checking out this lonely space here.

人老了，生活和看的东西也自然少了以前的色彩，
觉得没有以前的活力带动接下来该走的路，所以选择了‘平白’。

 只能说，生活和岁月好像越过越酸苦。
人老了，总是为钱为工作为人际关系烦恼。 

 从新的一年的一月至今有太多事发生了，特别是近几月。
还不知道是好是坏，只能继续观察。

Jan 30 - Reunion Dinner with in-laws

It was a good news to know that I was able to spend the Horse Year in SG. Reason being, the Leong's family car was full. BIL's family already consist of 5 people + FIL & BIL would be 7. There was no room for Dearie & I so both of us were exempted from going!

My plan of spending the new year was taking chilhood photos replicate with my sisters!!!







I come to realise that in recent years, they are really just too cute! Perhaps they already used to be really cute but I was too overwhelmed with jealousy & hatred for their existence to love them as an eldest sister.

小时候很讨厌他们。
没想到大了却有很多时候得靠她们。
我常常会觉得后悔小时长长欺负她们。

They grow up into mature & understand adults. I guess I have always felt inferior in front of them as they're achieving a lot in life now while I'm still stuck with my endless struggling. I always wish I'm like them.

Maybe I always wished I'm not myself despite I always emphasize on 'being myself'.
Sigh, such is a contradicting life of mine.